假如我没有遇到北京安太医院的陈院长 If I hadn't met Dean Chen of Beijing Antai Hospital转载2008-07-05

按：这是一个二次手术后的石女写在qq上的一段话。天成自然，没有任何雕琢。 Press: This is a passage written on QQ by a stone woman after a second operation. The sky is natural, without any carving.

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假如我没有遇到北京安太医院的陈院长

13001 *** 2008-07-05 19:25:30

If I hadn't met Dean Chen of Beijing Antai Hospital

我是一个石女患者，和所有这样不幸的女孩儿一样，经历过无数次的打击与挫折,不管是生活中，心理上还是感情上。现在，经过手术治疗，我的身体情况有了明显的改善。

I am a stone woman, like all such unfortunate girls, have experienced numerous blows and setbacks, whether in life, psychological or emotional. Now, with surgery, my health has improved markedly.

有一天，我坐在公交车上，突然想起了第一次手术后的同样也是在公交车上的情形。我的第一次手术是在某一三甲医院做的，用的是开腹腹膜术式，术后半年多了依然要天天更换模具，而且那是木制的，要天天晚上用开水煮半小时，然后再换上。某一天我有事要出去，坐在公交车上，木制的模具顶着，坐立不安，而且那个时候，十厘米的模具有三厘是在外面，坐也坐不直，坐久了也累，又怕会顶坏了肠子，那种感觉很无奈。 那时候我想，这样的日子何时才是个头呢?难道我的一生就要这样像拄着捌杖一样的生活下去吗?天天晚上都要在睡觉之前困得不行了还得想着给模具消毒吗?说是煮半个小时，可是每天换药的时候从准备到结束怎么也得两个小时。其它的事什么都做不了。

One day, I was sitting on the bus and suddenly remembered that I was also on the bus after my first operation. My first operation was done in a certain triple-A hospital, using open peritoneum surgery type, after more than half a year after the operation still to change the mold every day, and that is wooden, to boil with boiling water every night for half an hour, and then put on. One day I had to go out, sit on the bus, wooden molds, fidgeting, and at that time, the ten-centimeter molds had three percent outside, and I couldn't sit straight, and I was tired of sitting for a long time. And I'm afraid I'm gon na break my bowels, and I feel helpless. At that time, I thought, when will these days end? Am I going to live my whole life like a staff? Every night before going to bed tired and still think about sterilizing molds? It's half an hour of cooking, but it takes two hours to change every day from preparation to end. There's nothing else we can do.

第一次手术后，我以为我的生活会发生变化，谁知道这种变化是如此的不堪，倒还不如以前虽然有缺陷但身体还健康，可以自由的来去。于是我好绝望。那时候，就像走在一条暗无天日的隧道里，看不到一点光明，看不到一点希望。可是，上天还是比较仁慈的，他不会让一个人在黑暗中永远地那么走下去，偶然的一天，我上网查到新景安太医院，找到了能够送给我光明的人陈院长。

After the first operation, I thought my life would change, and who knows how bad it was, rather than being physically fit and free to go. So I'm desperate. At that time, it was like walking in a dark tunnel, without seeing a little light, without seeing a little hope. However, heaven is more merciful, he will not let a person in the dark so that go down, accidentally one day, I found the new Jing An Tai hospital online, found the person who can give me light Chen.

现在我想，假如，我没有遇到陈院长，也许我的生活还是在那条黑暗的隧道里绝望地等待时间的流逝，末日的到来。找到陈院长以后，我又做了第二次手术，我没有太多的考虑，只想尽快从那种苦海中逃脱出来。事实证明，我的选择是对的。我不必再考虑天天晚上繁琐的消毒，出门时的烦恼。我又可以像以前一样，自由地来去，想到哪里就到哪里;可以不再为我与生俱来的不足而忘了我人生中其它应该去做的事情。同时，我也要感谢杨淑华主任，一次又一次给我耐心的治疗。也许，别人不会理解到陈院长和杨主任对我的这一生影响有多大，但是我明白。如果我没有遇到他们，我的人生又会是怎样的境遇呢?

Now I thought, if I hadn't met Dean Chen, maybe my life would still be waiting in that dark tunnel for the end to come. After finding Dean Chen, I had a second operation. I didn't think much about it. I just wanted to escape from that sea of misery as soon as possible. As it turns out, I made the right choice. I don't have to think about the tedious disinfection every night, the trouble of going out. I can come and go as freely as I used to, wherever I want to go; You can stop forgetting other things in my life that I was born to do. At the same time, I would like to thank Director Yangshuhua for his patient treatment over and over again. Perhaps no one will understand how much Dean Chen and director Yang have affected my life, but I do. What would my life have been like if I hadn't met them?

我想，上天，也许是公平的。一个人的一生不会一帆风顺，但也不会永远都低迷下去。也许，回报陈院长和杨主任，我能做的很少，但他们对我的恩情，我会永远铭记在心。

God, I think, maybe it's fair. A person's life will not be smooth sailing, but it will not always be in the doldrums. Perhaps, in return for Dean Chen and director Yang, I can do very little, but their kindness to me, I will always remember.